[ He has to lie there quietly for a little while. Because why did he think that way that night? ]
It was like...[ He starts, after a while. ] like all I could ever do was get it all wrong; South Korea, South America, and South Africa. I made mistakes each time, and it was like all I could remember was being a screw up.
[ He has to stop, because his voice is cracking a little. ]
Like all I could ever do is hold the rest of them back. I thought of myself as a liability to my Blade, that's why I thought I should die. Past tense. They'd probably bring me back just to kill me for even thinking it.
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It was like...[ He starts, after a while. ] like all I could ever do was get it all wrong; South Korea, South America, and South Africa. I made mistakes each time, and it was like all I could remember was being a screw up.
[ He has to stop, because his voice is cracking a little. ]
Like all I could ever do is hold the rest of them back. I thought of myself as a liability to my Blade, that's why I thought I should die. Past tense. They'd probably bring me back just to kill me for even thinking it.